Tuesday, November 26, 2013

One Subtini Please

I consider myself a passive person; I would rather do what Master wants when in comes to what we do, where we go, and whom we see; it has always been that way. However, if Master tells me how to do something I've been doing effectively - or what I considered to be effective- for years, or when he takes away my choice, you might find that I'm not as compliant. Actually, I have a tendancy to rebel. And, this lady's and gentlemen, is where I fall short of being submissive.

I know that being submissive, at least to the extent that I would like to be, will take time and effort on both my part and Masters but it would sure be nice if someone would concoct a drink that would make me fully submissive. It would be so much easier! 

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  1. I can totally understand, how when he asks for something you have been doing perfectly well forever, causes a rebellion.
    But I think this is where the "obedience"/surrender comes in.

    I made the bed perfectly fine for years.
    It was neat and proper.
    The way my mother taught me.
    But the day I made the bed the way H had instructed me-without a thought, an argument or a pout- was the day I knew we had hit a new threshold.

    It is something that takes time (and I'm sure you are awfully tired of hearing this *grins*) but do be gentle with yourself in the meanwhile.

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    1. Bleuame, *grins back at you* I have heard that a time or two but it seems as if I still need reminding.

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  2. I know exactly what you mean and it seems like they never cared how we did it before. Well maybe i just never listened and did things the way I wanted to....lol!

    If it makes you feel any better...I do have to bite my tongue...ALOT:)

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    1. Lol! Master has always tried to get me to do things his way so I know I just never listened. I've had to bite my tongue a lot since we've been on vacation... apparently my driving needs a lot of work.

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  3. i could do with one of those right now, TYVM. i don't really have issues with the talking and the behaving. I have problems letting go and being vulnerable. sigh. make it a double!

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    1. I have problems with it all, so maybe I need a triple ;)

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  4. Something to drown down the humble pie?? I know exactly what you mean.....I have learned to bite my tongue and take a deep breath....most of the time!
    hugs abby

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    1. Abby, even though I eat a piece of that pie all the time it just never goes away!! Lol

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  5. Omg misty...I am in so need of one of those right now. Can you please make mine a double with no chaser. And maybe a swift kick in thing the ass to go with it. Ugh

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    1. Subrina, a double with a kick in the ass coming right up. :)

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  6. I want one too...I realize somethingng only to realize I didn't realize jack squat in the grand scheme. slowly but surely, you'll get there. How much fun would it be if this came easy?

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    1. I guess you're right it wouldn't be very rewarding :)

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  7. Oh yes Misty, I know exactly what you mean! I could do with one of those too, but then again, it wouldn't be as rewarding if was easy.

    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. Roz, I'm known for trying to take the easy road but maybe that's not the best way with submission :)

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  8. I don't want one. Seriously, if I took such a pill, I'd wake up the next day in the hospital and jobless, because Master would make me do everything he's ever seen in BDSM porn. Nope. Definitely need to keep my wits about me.

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    1. Lol. My Master is overly responsible so I wouldn't have the same problem.

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    2. Mine is very responsible and practical and a clean freak, you name it, except when it comes to things like wanting me to do his friends to entertain him. Suddenly all of his natural urges toward health and safety and cleanliness go out the window. It's an odd thing, actually.

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    3. Lol. When it comes to sex a lot of stuff goes out the window for a lot of us, but I can see now why you would pass on a subtini :)

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  9. Sounds a bit Alice in Wonderlandish - a potion for everything... you'll need another drink to turn you back into mummy Domme or else you would be driven crazy by the kids.
    hugs
    DF

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    1. The thought didn't even cross my mind!! We definitely wouldn't want that, they're crazy as it is :)

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