Aurora, over at Not Your Everyday Fairy Tale, asked...
How did you and your Master meet?
Thank you for this question, I love thinking back to this time. I was nineteen, working as a waitress at a bar, Master would come in a couple nights a week with his work friends. One night he asked me to go to a baseball game, I said yes, and here we are twelve years later. Not only was he good looking but he had his own truck, he had a wonderful work ethic (I had some real winners in my day, let me tell you), he was a manly man--a "I can build a house out of sticks then kill an animal with my bare hands to feed you" kind of man, I didn't stand a chance. One moment that has always stuck in my mind was the first time he said something about my smile; he was looking at me with this huge smile on his face -I thought he was laughing at me for some reason, maybe a booger in my nose- when I asked him why he was looking at me that way he replied, "That smile of yours," I think that was the exact moment I fell for him. It was a couple days later that we went to the baseball game.
When and how did you know you were submissive?
Master and I had found this new way to have sex that really worked for me, I went online to find some cuffs and came across this lifestyle. At first, I was like no way could I ever do that, then a couple months past and I started to consider it because it worked so well in our bed room. I was such a mess, I wanted to ask Master about it but I didn't know if I should because then it would be real, and then what if he didn't want it and what if he did. I don't remember thinking, at that time, that I was submissive, I just thought it would work for us. I think a series of events lead to me figuring out that I was submissive, just little things that pointed me in that direction, you know? Talking with friends about that poorly written series (yep, I said it, they were poorly written) Fifty Shades, reading blogs, knowing how good I feel when I do something for Master, looking back through my past -seeing submissive traits-, little things like that have just come together in my mind and now I know that this is me and I am submissive.
Aurora, I really enjoyed these questions, thank you so much for asking!