It's this and that, on top of this and that, which comes out looking different than how it went in. Misplaced frustration.
It has nothing to do with our D/s but, unfortunately, it has trickled down into my submission. So not fair.
I'm trying. Really I am. I don't mean to sound rude when I talk to him. I don't want to sound rude...
I'm trying to give myself a break -after all, I am doing all I can do-, but how I'm releasing the stress, is not okay. It makes it worse, it makes it harder to get it all to calm down in my head. It makes me unproductive, well, maybe not unproductive, but less productive for sure.
Wanna know what comes next?
Feelings of inadequacy.
I see them coming...which has to be some kind of progress, right?
Now I just gotta figure out how to stop them.
There is half a bottle of wine in the refrigerator...