I want to write. Really, I do. I just haven't made the time, I guess.
I want to write about sexy stuff, but I'm just not "there". Stupid periods.
I'm back to focusing on how I suck at everything. Stupid periods.
Oh, but even though I don't have enough time to do what I need to, I want to more to do. That totally makes sense, right?
I want something to work towards. Something I can actively work at. Something to challenge me.
I could work on keeping the yard weed free, or the house dust free, or this, or that.
I'm sure there's kinky things I could work at (can't remember the last time I put the plug in), as well, but...eh.
Okay, okay! I want him to tell me to do these things. I want him to challenge me. Sigh.
I should probably mention that when he points out something I could do better, instead of thinking, "Okay, he's right. I could pay more attention to that." I think, "Great, something else I suck at."
So, I'm not really giving him much to work with.
Nope, no warm submissive feelings here.
Sometimes I wish I had a dick.
Anyone have post ideas? Something for me to muse on? Questions? Anything at all?