Friday, September 4, 2015

I'm Not...I Can't Be...

"You're such a whore."

"I'm only a whore because you like it."

"No, you're a whore because you're a whore." 

"Whatever...you don't know."




So what if I soaked his hand and the bed?! He made me do it!
And so what if he wiped it all over my face and I kinda liked it? I mean, I immediately wanted wash it off...

Nor does it make a difference that (another night) I had a plug and a vibrating dildo up me, and I was all the while rubbing his cock and sucking that big dildo.

That doesn't make me a whore!

It doesn't.

It just...doesn't.

;)

13 comments:

  1. I absolutely agree.....none of those things makes you a whore...(or me either)...
    hugs abby

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    1. abby, yep, we're two non-whores just hangin' out doing non-whorish things.

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  2. I always say that since I didn't get paid that makes me a slut, not a whore. (but I still like it when he calls me whore).

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    1. ancilla, a while back I asked where my money was for all the whoring I do...he told me that I get room and board. I'm not convinced that's how it's supposed to work. Lol.

      I like it when he calls me a whore, too, but shhhhhhhh, don't tell anyone.

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  3. I agree too Misty, none of it makes you a whore, it's his fault :)

    Hugs
    Roz

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    1. Roz, he totally did this to me. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. ;)

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  4. When I get treated like that, he can call me what he likes lol

    x

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    1. tori, lol!! You had to put it that way, didn't you?

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  5. Wait... someone needs to take up for this poor man. Everyone acting like he is such a horrible person for making you this way and doing these things to you. Not to mention, these things that you respond to and crave whether you would admit it or not. ;)

    I tend to lean towards the side that we all have it in us. It just takes the right person to pull it out of you and make you be that way. It takes the right person to make you feel safe enough to be that way for him. So I will go along with you that you aren't "a whore", but I will say that you sure do seem to be "His whore".

    DV

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    1. DV, you know, when I started this post, I was planning on saying a little of what you said here, but, as you can see, couldn't manage to admit to it in writing. Lol. But, sigh, you aren't lying.

      I agree with you all the way. I like to think of it as a little seed that resided in me, now that he is tending to it (making it feel safe, giving it space, watering it, giving it light, etc.)...well, it's not little and I'm positive it is still growing, which is scary (in an astonishing way).

      I feel much more comfortable with "His whore" :)

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  6. I can never get enough of that kind of humiliation. I honestly think I was born to be a whore. :)

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    1. Jen, in the midst of it I'm insatiable, but in the light of the next day... I'm working on acceptance and sometimes that isn't easy. Lol.

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    2. Yes I know that feeling. But more and more I do accept it. If you hear something often enough and long enough ...

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