Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Maybe, I Don't Know

I want to write about the rest of our night, really I do. I've tried. I'm just not feelin' it. It's not that we did anything that I don't want to share, or anything like that. I'd like to have pieces of it here for something to look back on.

I don't know, maybe I'm just being lazy.

Writing here has been different the past few months. I don't know what changed. I don't know how to explain either.

Maybe I've said too much...

I like it here though.

I like writing. I like having the opportunity to improve my writing, this place gives me that. Not that I couldn't get that from other places...

I like being around like-minded people's words. It helps. But, I kinda feel alone, too.

I don't know if I should take a break or push through.

Maybe I just need some inspiration.

I don't know.

10 comments:

  1. Could not agree more. I have a few posts unfinished and they are kind of blah.... Pushing through usually helps me- but the alone feeling is hard to shake. Sending you some happy vibes my friend. Maybe we can both get out of this blogging funk.
    XOXO Pearl

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    1. Pearl, I feel like I've been pushing through for awhile now, but maybe that's just part of blogging?? I don't want to post, just to post, I want to say something worth while, you know? Maybe I just need to refocus, think back to why I started this blog in the first place...

      Happy vibes back at ya'!!

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  2. Hi Misty, personally I hope you push through :) You said you enjoy writing here, to be among like minded people and to have something to look back on. I get it though, I hardly post anymore.

    ((Hugs))
    Roz

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    1. Roz, it is so wonderful knowing you like to read here. I'm attached to this place, maybe a little addicted (lol), but...I don't know...I think I've opened myself up so much that I can't get comfortable. The relationship is getting too serious. lol.

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  3. Misty...i do not post as much as i used to....after a while, i just felt like i was repeating myself. We would miss you, so my selfish advice is push through it...
    hugs abby

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    1. abby, you know how you can see the post people are reading, well, it looks like someone is going back through some older posts...I really do repeat myself!! lol. It's kinda mortifying.

      I think about taking a break, but I don't know if I could really do it. Thank you for being selfish!

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  4. Why do you want to write it? For us? Or for you? I think as we grow, as we accept the writing will change.



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    1. Hs, I guess I kinda write for Daddy, I, and readers, but writing about that night would be for him and I. You're right, our writing will change along with us.

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  5. It's an evolution, blogging, I started out almost daily, then deleted loads of posts because they seemed too personal, now I ebb and flow. blogging is also contagious, the more others post, the greater my own confidence to share, when things are quiet, I slip out of the habit. I agree with HS, writing changes, are need for it too.

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    1. DF, I've been so tempted to delete half the blog, and some posts I have, but not the ones you might think. It totally makes sense that blogging evolves, but maybe I'm just not okay with that. Lol. I hate to admit this but, a lot of my confidence comes from comments, when I only get a few I struggle...UGH!!! I hate that!!

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