I have my
reasons excuses, none of which are good enough (it boils down to fear, I think), so I can't really justify leaving. And, besides, I love writing.
I miss people.
And, so many that were here in the beginning of my blogging aren't here anymore, and now people are leaving (some have said as much, some I just suspect). People come and go, *shrugs shoulders*, that's blogging.
It's hard for me because (some of) those people helped me become who I am today, and somewhere along the way I became attached. I'm not normally an attached kind of person (things change, people change, it's how life works), so it's surprising to find this out.
As an attempt to disengage, I've thought very seriously about leaving and moving.
I can't say I won't move (having my own website sounds fun (but a lot of work that I don't have time for right now)), however I can say I'm not going to stop blogging.
Maybe I just need a change, of some sort... A new layout? New content? New...something...